May 16, 2017

15th May

Seventh! ❤️

April 11, 2017



My life were so plain

Wake up. Go to work. Lunch. Back from work. Study. Dinner. Korean drama. Sleep. Repeat

Slip few travels between them

That's all

Bored to death!

Masak. Makan.

Hmm. It is so boring living far away from your family. I mean like jumpa family once a year!
Like seriously?

Not to forget,

Studying alone! I just cant but I need to.

I used to be a study group person since diploma till degree.

Everything repeat repeat repeat. To be honest I am tired of living in Dublin.


Not anymore :)

Everything change now! I have study partner, craving partner, lets-go-to-that-place-now partner,
ice-cream partner, shoulders to cry on partner, food hunting partner and lots more :)

Thanks for making me from a demotivated person to oh-so-motivate-now!


February 23, 2017

Thankyou Allah :)

Where have you been all this while Mohd Suhail Mohd Fakharudin???!!!!!


August 24, 2016

It is just getting harder day by day
a weak fighter like me, shouldn't exist in this complicated moment
i want to disappear if i could
i am hating myself, 
everything just become demotivated,

To Allah i pray
for his blessing
and good planning
not for me
but for those around me.

August 1, 2016

1st August 2016

Tired of being entrusted.

too much jealousy kill the trust

too much insecure kill the happiness

and when time pass by,,,

the love fading

-the end-

February 3, 2016

Lunch time!

It's currently lunch hour right now. I always brought my own lunch, most of them pun selalu bawak lunch sendiri. Lunch diorang sandwich, spaghetti fruits bla bla bla hahah. Kalau dekat Malaysia hari tu, lunch semua taknak kalah, makan nasi ayam penyet lah, kfc lah lauk kemain hahaha huaa rindunya Malaysiaaaa. Tapi, apakan daya, sis harus mencari rezeki di perantauan hihihi. 

Life as a worker ? Okay lah not bad cuma malas bangun pagi untuk pergi kerja je wuwuwuwu. Kadang kadang dalam a week tu ada la sekali pergi kerja tak mandi sebab it is tooo colddddd! Tak sanggup nak mandi tsk! Terpaksa pergi kerja tak mandi hahahhahahaha.

Okay bye sis nak solat Zohor merangkap Asar sekali. Sembahyang dekat bilik photostate okay haa jangan main main hahah.

Alright, till then! :)

It is currently 9.30pm in Malaysia, Night guys! 



February 1, 2016

What's the craic?

Finally! Got time to have some rest phewhh! We are moving to a new house which i like it so much omg! I like this house like crazayyy! We have a large bedroom, spacious kitchen and beautiful bathroom! And say whattttt. Today is the last day for January of 2016, how can time flies so fast?! Rasa macam baru datang Dublin untuk grad bulan November hari tu. Masa masa, cepat betul kau berlalu kan.

Oh and yes, Alhamdulillah I manage to complete my bachelor in Accounting and Finance with flying colours :) The struggle was real. Kalau based on instagram it seems that I travel a lot but the real thing is, I studied really hard. Weekdays, i pergi kelas macam biasa. Balik kelas, makan solat semua I will went back to library to have some revision and do research for my assignments. During weekend, I woke up early and straight to dbs and find an empty class or computer room for revision, buat notes and do lots of exercise. I prefer empty classes and computer room during weekend cause i can have a relax-kind-of-study. I can sing, eat, stretch and discuss with my friends while studying. To be honest, memang jadi macam budak skema la all the time study. But but but! Kalau ada cuti umum ke apa, memang i akan travel and used it betul betul untuk cuti.

So what happened to me after graduating from DBS?

There's lots lots lots and lotssssss of thing happened tho. End up my 2015 badly was the worst thing ever! EVERRRR! I lost my phoneeeeee! It was stole by a pick pocket! Masa tu baru lepas buat visa dekat immigration kot which cost me 300euro then lepas tu phone kena curi. Like whattt mana nak cari duit weh! It happened within second! Tahu tahu pocket jacket dah ringan. All my travel photos and everything ada dalam tu lah pencuri! Speechless. Like seriously speechless masa tu. and until now, i live without a phone. I survived 2 months without a phone okay, 2 months hahah.

And of course, it is not always raining kan. Early January 2016, i manage to secure a job here in Dublin! Alhamdulillah syukur sangat sangat! Penantian macam orang gila masa tu, tuhan je tahu.

am getting sleepy, so.. till next post then!

Goodnight from Dublin :)



April 9, 2015

Demam 3.0

Under my duvet
Forever routine before close the eyes
Googling, youtubing, stalking lol 
Do you know that gatal-hidung-sebab-dah-nak-selsema?
Oh please jangan
Not again 
I am the one who brought those virus into this house
January i demam for 2 times which take 2 month nak baik blergh
Then upa terjangkit then kak fika
And now me again! *cried*
My final exams lagi 18 days je weh!
Taknaklah selsema all those thing uwaaaa

                                          Feeling sick,

April 8, 2015

Judgement everywhere doh

11.20 PM

am on my bed
thinking bout future which scared the hell out of me
k change topic

Do you know what? This world is full with judgement. Especially those unrealistic and freaking like hamagad judgement. People be like macam you fikir you betul padahal you pun sama. 

One example: Rich vs Moderate/Poor

Rich people :
Maigad they are so poor but still act like freaking loaded. Wear branded things kalah iols. Eleh we can know lah from your gaya you rich ke tak.

moderate/Poor people :
Maigad they are so rich, boleh lah parents kaya. Wear branded things saja.

Both pfftt!

You dah kaya, you nak kisah apa orang miskin/sederhana ni nak macam mana pun. Your manners are so cheap! Then, dah you ni tak kaya, biarlah orang tu nak kaya macam mana pun, semua orang ada rezeki masing masing. Allah Maha Pemurah, Allah tak pernah kedekut dengan hamba hamba dia. He loves all of us equally. Did you realise that He loves us? 

Please stop with this stupid macam budak budak judgement lah young people.